Saturday 28 December 2013

Silent tears

You had me in chains when I was a little girl but now things have changed, I've
grown to see everything clearly. I see through you, I know that it scares you and I'm
not a child anymore. You can't take advantage of me, all my doors are closed.

Things weren't always like this..I was afraid of you but when I found that inner strength,
I knew I can get through anything without having to cry these tears.

Silent tears were all I had but now I found myself, who I am, there is no need to cry.
It might have taken me some years to break free but I'm glad I did, I'm different, I've
changed so much since then. No more silent tears!

Wednesday 25 December 2013

Run

I wish I could go back, just turn back time, back to the moment you were mine.
Do you remember, Akasha and P forever? I guess those days are over..

You think you know but you have no idea how I feel.
You broke my heart, then threw it away, left me with the pain.

Run and don't look back, run but don't forget, you'll never have the kind of love
we had. Run but think twice before you run right out of my life. Run, I won't 
hold you back this time.

I wish I could make it stop, stop these tears from falling. I wish I knew a way to 
conceal my heart from pain. My life makes no sense without you here. I don't need
nobody else. You're the only one my heart craves.

Run and don't look back, run but don't forget, you'll never have the kind of love
we had. Run but think twice before you run right out of my life. Run, I won't 
hold you back this time.

Saturday 14 December 2013

"As I look into your eyes, my heart smiles inside. You're the reason I'm still alive"

Wednesday 4 December 2013

Loving You

I know you can't really make up your mind.
Even if I stand here next to you asking why.
But when you look into my eyes, you shine your light
and I understand, yes, I understand.

Don't you worry cos I ain't going nowhere. I'll stay
with you. I'll be right here...

Loving you. I'll be here holding you. You can cry on my shoulder
cos I won't judge you. I'll be right here loving you.

Sometimes it's hard for you to say you love me.
But words are just so unnecessary cos the way you touch
me says it all. You taught me how to love, you taught me so much.

Don't you worry cos I ain't going nowhere. I'll stay
with you. I'll be right here...

Loving you. I'll be here holding you. You can cry on my shoulder
cos I won't judge you. I'll be right here loving you.

My love can heal, my love can set you free, my love can make you fly, 
I know it's what you need. My love can make you feel things you've never felt. 
I know that you need me as much as I need you.I'll be here..

Loving you. I'll be here holding you. You can cry on my shoulder
cos I won't judge you. I'll be right here loving you.

Friday 29 November 2013

When you were here

Trying to figure out why these tears keep falling still.
Trying to make sense out of what's happened cos I don't understand.
I've never been so hurt in my life. I've never felt so torn inside. But when
you were here..

When you were here I loved you like nobody else. When you were here I gave
you every bit of myself. When you were here I never needed anything just you.
Only you.

Trying to tell myself that it's over. I'm still trying to pick up the pieces and put them
back together.
I'm so gone. I miss you like crazy. I don't know where you are but baby...

When you were here I loved you like nobody else. When you were here I gave
you every bit of myself. When you were here I never needed anything just you.
Only you.

I'd give anything to hear you say you love me again. I'd give anything to feel you
next to me, holding me.


When you were here I loved you like nobody else. When you were here I gave
you every bit of myself. When you were here I never needed anything just you.
Only you.

Saturday 23 November 2013

Tonight

Tonight is the night we say goodbye.
Tonight I get to hug you and kiss you one last time.
I get to say what I've always dreaded, I get to do what I've
always wanted and tell you how much you mean to me.

I wanna run into your arms and say I love you. I wanna
tell you that I don't want you to leave and say that I'll
always be there if you need me, cos I need you, yes I do.

I can't live, I can't be without your love, without you.

Tonight we might break down and cry but before you walk
out my life, I wanna look into your eyes.


I wanna run into your arms and say I love you. I wanna
tell you that I don't want you to leave and say that I'll
always be there if you need me, cos I need you, yes I do.

I can't live, I can't be without your love, without you.

Can't you see how I'm missin' you? Can't you feel how I'm
needin' you? I'd do anything to have you here with me.

I can't live, I can't be without your love, without you.

Tuesday 5 November 2013

I need a dream

I need a dream to set me free. I need a dream to make me feel
like I'm on top of the world with me as your girl.
I need love I know is real. I need something to make me heal my soul.
I need a dream to replace reality.

You shocked my heart with your love. You, you had me speechless.
You became my weakness. Now look what we've done.
There's chaos around us. You're lost I cannot find you.

I try to reach for your hand but you don't understand how much you
mean to me. All I need, I need, I need. All I need is just a dream where
there's you and me.

I need a dream to set me free. I need a dream to make me feel
like I'm on top of the world with me as your girl.
I need love I know is real. I need something to make me heal my soul.
I need a dream to replace reality.

We kill each other with our words. Everything you say to me hurts.
You get on my f**king nerves but I'm still here loving you at your worst.

 
I try to reach for your hand but you don't understand how much you
mean to me. All I need, I need, I need. All I need is just a dream where
there's you and me.

I need a dream to set me free. I need a dream to make me feel
like I'm on top of the world with me as your girl.
I need love I know is real. I need something to make me heal my soul.
I need a dream to replace reality.

Sunday 27 October 2013

Don't Let Me Go(Verse1 + Bridge + Chorus)

I will never ever take you for granted. You're my shining star.
No, nothing will ever be perfect but I'm willing to go the distance if you are.
Cos your love, it takes me high, I can touch the sky. I need you by my side
to hold me down, so don't...

Don't, don't let me go. Don't let me fall, just hold me close. I need your love
to make me strong, cos I'm nothing, I'm nothing if I, if I don't have your heart.

Wednesday 16 October 2013

Update

I have been waiting for this moment for years. Now I am happy to be able to finally announce that I am working on my first ever album. I am overjoyed right now :) I have written over 300 songs, so it was hard to choose 7. I don't want to spoil the surprise, so all I will tell you is that it will have elements of R&B, Blues and Hip Hop. I will keep all of you updated and probably do a video about this on Youtube. Hope you are as excited as I am. Thank you for your endless support! xxxx

Monday 14 October 2013

Cant get you out of my head

LIKE MY PAGE HERE: https://www.facebook.com/ChristinaCurtis03 A song I wrote not long ago. It's not finished yet but thought I'd upload it for you so you can hear it! If you have any ideas for the song(instruments etc.) feel free to leave a comment:)

Sunday 13 October 2013

Burning Flame(Fire)- Verse 1 + Chorus (Work in progress)

First time that I saw you, I felt such crazy chemistry.
You filled me with burning desire and your love it sets
me free. And I need you, I want you so bad that it hurts.
Is this love or is it a curse?

I don't know how you can make me feel like this. Why
do I keep shaking when we kiss? Our bodies collide in
the darkness. I can't get enough of your touch or your
lips. Dangerous, harmful obsession. I don't know what
you are, I keep guessing. Are you an angel or are you a
demon sent to heal me or just kill me?

I need...this burning flame. We on fire. It's too late to turn
back, we're in so deep, the only thing that I really need is
this burning flame. We on fire.

Wednesday 9 October 2013

Chorus to my new song "Believe"

Stand up, give me your hand, I'll show you the way just believe.
Don't let them say you ain't good enough, shut your ears and open
your heart. You are strong, believe in yourself, you'll make it
through anything. Just do one thing, look up to the sky, hold your
head high, close your eyes and just believe...

Saturday 5 October 2013

I Love You

The first time we kissed I knew this love would last forever and the first time we made love, this feeling just got stronger. And I remember when you smiled at me and I said I'll be your girl forever and nothing has changed, I still feel the same.

You are my sun, you are my star, you are my love, my life and if you didn't know this, then I'll tell you baby that I love you.
 I love you and everything that you do and all I want is just to be with you forever and ever.

 You are so beautiful, your love is what I wake up for everyday. Baby I'm so grateful to have you here with me. You make my life so colorful, like the colors of the rainbow. It's red, it's yellow, it's purple, it's green, your love is all I need.

 I love you and everything that you do and all I want is just to be with you forever and ever.

Baby, I love you and there is nothing in this world that means more. Everything is yours, my heart, my soul. I've waited my whole life for you. There's only one you and that's the reason I love you. I love you and everything that you do and all I want is just to be with you forever and ever. I love you.

Friday 27 September 2013

Hurts So Bad

I didn't know that it would end, that I wouldn't see your face again.
What does she have that I don't? Can she love you like I do?
Where did we go wrong?

Here I am on my own trying not to cry. Asking myself why, why is
this life so cruel.

And it hurts so bad to see you with her. Not having your love at all
is even worse. And it hurts so bad, it hurts so bad, it hurts so bad,
it hurts so bad.

How could you just let go when I was holding on? When you promised
me forever, you said life's too short. And I believed you. Thought you
would always be by my side. Guess I was wrong. You ended it with
one phone call.

Here I stand all alone with these tears I'm crying. Rain wash away the pain
so I can be happy again.

And it hurts so bad to see you with her. Not having your love at all
is even worse. And it hurts so bad, it hurts so bad, it hurts so bad,
it hurts so bad.

Thursday 26 September 2013

Keep on lovin' You

I still hear your voice whenever the wind blows.
I still see your face whenever I close my eyes.
Even though it's been years since we talked, you
still cross my mind.

Though you hurt me, left me all alone. You lied to
my face, I still hold on. I don't know why...

I don't know why I still fall for your smile, get
captured by your eyes. Tell me why I need you,
when I know that you're no good but no matter what
you do, I keep on lovin' you.

I remember back when you loved me like you'll never
see me again. Back then we trusted, didn't hurt each other.
You were my best friend, now you don't care.

I don't know why I still fall for your smile, get
captured by your eyes. Tell me why I need you,
when I know that you're no good but no matter what
you do, I keep on lovin' you.

Tell me why I can't let you go? Why can't I move on?

 I don't know why I still fall for your smile, get
captured by your eyes. Tell me why I need you,
when I know that you're no good but no matter what
you do, I keep on lovin' you.



Wednesday 25 September 2013

Fly Away

As he lay here next to me, all I could see was another
drunken night where we don't ask anything.
He searched for my soul but there was nothing there,
only emptiness filled the air.

So many times I'd live live for the moment, not caring
what would happen or what life would bring, No.
I'd go beyond the clouds, below the ground not knowing
what I was missing but I don't need lust, I want real love.

We'll fly away, we'll fly away, with him I'll fly away like an
airplane. I feel like flying, I'm flying. I wanna fly away. I
don't wanna stop until I find love.

There were times when I just lied 'cos you broken me
inside and now I can't feel a thing. I just wanna scream 'cos
no one will ever get close to me like you did and every man
after you won't mean a thing. No.

There were times when I would get so drunk that I wouldn't
listen, my head was spinning. No matter how loud he would
speak I didn't hear what he was saying. I didn't care, I didn't
feel anything but now I don't need lust, I'm looking for real love.

We'll fly away, we'll fly away, with him I'll fly away like an
airplane. I feel like flying, I'm flying. I wanna fly away. I
don't wanna stop until I find love. I don't wanna stop until I
find you baby.

Sunday 22 September 2013

You are...

You are my inspiration. You give me hope.
Your love keeps me going, your existence makes me whole.
I would've given up by now but I'm still holding on.
You don't understand how much you mean to me.
I guess you'll never know.
Please don't ask how we got here 'cos God knows everything.
You're my miracle. You were sent to me.
I'll love you 'til I close my eyes forever.
Never will we be apart, our spirits will live on together.

Saturday 21 September 2013

Leavin'

LISTEN TO A SNIPPET OF LEAVIN' HERE!!!

I'm leavin' my job today 'cos it's making me crazy.
All the pain getting up in the morning at 3. No, no,
no more of that 'cos I'll be lookin' out for me. And
I know what they say about me but I don't give a
damn, they don't understand, I don't really care.

'Cos I just wanna be. I just wanna live. I wanna
make good music, wanna follow my dream, wanna
sing till I die that's why I'm leavin'.

Did some wild things that I'll never forget. Made
some mistakes but that's what makes me who I am
today. When my soul was in pain I'd smoke some
cigarettes but I learned when my heart is aching
don't nothin' help.
Don't you think I don't know what they say about
me? But why should I care when I know better?

'Cos I just wanna be. I just wanna live. I wanna
make good music, wanna follow my dream, wanna
sing till I die that's why I'm leavin'.

It wasn't easy, I gotta tell you. Now I'm other the pain,
the strain, the stress and the emptiness. I'mma do what I
do best.

Listen!

I just wanna be. I wanna be free. I wanna
make good music, wanna follow my dream, wanna
sing till I die that's why I'm leavin'.


Wednesday 18 September 2013

Need To Feel You

I'm not gonna care,I'm not gonna let them take you away because I need you. They're not gonna know what I really feel because they would try to keep you from me. But they don't know what true love is,they don't know just how it feels to have finally found the one,the one you wanna spend your life with.

No matter how near,no matter how far. I'd do anything to have you here with me.You're the love of my life and I'll sacrifice anything for you. I need to feel you. I want you to know that my heart is yours and you're in my soul. I need to feel you. No matter what they say,nothing will ever change cos I need your love. I need to feel you.

So let them judge. Their words wont break us up. I am strong enough and I ain't giving up. Cos I love you,I need you and babe the reason that I live my life is for your love. Baby,please don't leave,stay with me darling. Our love is real. I know cos I feel it.

No matter how near,no matter how far. I'd do anything to have you here with me.You're the love of my life and I'll sacrifice anything for you. I need to feel you. I want you to know that my heart is yours and you're in my soul. I need to feel you. No matter what they say,nothing will ever change cos I need your love. I need to feel you.

Baby,I speak from the bottom of my heart. Please don't let them mess our love up and then tear us apart. There is nothing in this world that I wouldn't give up for your love,for your touch and just to be with you. There's nothing I would trade for you. I love, I need you, I wanna be with you baby. I want you to know that my heart is yours, only yours. You make my life so beautiful and I love, I don't ever wanna lose you. No. Nothing will ever change, it's you and me forever. I love you. I need to feel you.
LISTEN TO THE DEMO OF NEED TO FEEL YOU HERE!!!

Saturday 14 September 2013

Can't Live Like This

LISTEN TO THE SONG HERE!!!

Why is all this pressure on me? What have I done to this world? Why doesn't anybody see what I'm worth?
See who I am inside, look at who I am right now. Is this what I need to be like to protect my life and rights?

I don't wanna do this no more. I can't live in fear it's impossible. I don't wanna wake up every morning asking myself why am I here. I don't wanna cry anymore. I don't see why they just ignore my feelings, needs, talents,gifts and all the important things. See, I can't live like this.

They expect me just to walk in with a big smile on my face but I'm so sick and tired of this all,of their silly games. They can't hurt me, destroy the person who I really am. They can try but I'll stop them. I know I will.

I don't wanna do this no more. I can't live in fear it's impossible. I don't wanna wake up every morning asking myself why am I here. I don't wanna cry anymore. I don't see why they just ignore my feelings, needs, talents,gifts and all the important things. See, I can't live like this.

Just think about...Can you feel what I feel right now? All these thoughts..running through my mind..and it's crazy but it's true.

Every time I think about it, I know it hurts but I know I'm strong enough to move on. Don't judge me, don't take advantage of me, leave me, let me breathe. I'm so sick of you imposing negativity on me.

They expect me just to walk in with a big smile on my face but I'm so sick and tired of this all, of their silly games. They can't hurt me, destroy the person who I really am. They can try but I'll stop them. I know I will.


I don't wanna do this no more. I can't live in fear it's impossible. I don't wanna wake up every morning asking myself why am I here. I don't wanna cry anymore. I don't see why they just ignore my feelings, needs, talents,gifts and all the important things. See, I can't live like this.

Wednesday 11 September 2013

Powerless

I never felt this way until I saw you face and your love swept me away.
You know what they say, be careful what you wish for,'cos it might happen.
This is all too much and I can't take it no more. You're love is contagious.
It's burning up my soul.

If you wanted to you could make me weak, then make me strong. You
could do anything. The power's in your hands, so you could make me die,
then let me rise and bring me back to life. I'm powerless.

How does it feel to be in charge of my heart and every part of me?
Well it won't be for long 'cos once I'm strong, we're gonna change roles.
But now,
If you wanted to you could make me weak, then make me strong. You
could do anything. The power's in your hands, so you could make me die,
then let me rise and bring me back to life. I'm powerless.

Every breath I take, every step I make, you are there in everything. Just
let me go, I can take no more, let me escape from your cold love.

If you wanted to you could make me weak, then make me strong. You
could do anything. The power's in your hands, so you could make me die,
then let me rise and bring me back to life. I'm powerless.

Tuesday 10 September 2013

My life back

I used to think that nothing's impossible, that nothing's unreachable but that thought
got lost. Somewhere down the line I changed and everything I once knew got erased.
I used to have no doubt in love and life and now I'm like a child who always wants to
hide. Afraid to open up and fly and time just passes me by. 
You're who I want, you're who I need, you're my only hope for survival, so just 
hold me, don't let go. I know you know me better than I ever will, so thank you for giving 
me unconditional love.
Still, I want my life back, when I was happy, when living had meaning and my heart was free.
No you can't be everything, even though you mean the world to me. You can't replace all
those things.

Can't Get You Out Of My Head

I thought that I was over you.
I thought that we were really through.
But you keep walking in my heart's door.
Why can't you just let me go?

Now, I can't get you out of my head. I can't chase you
out of my heart. Maybe it's better to stay apart.
Keep the distance so we don't kill the spark.

You said I was the only one who you felt really
loved you. Well this scares me 'cos I know that it's
true. What scares me the most is I know I still wanna
be with you.

And now..
I can't get you out of my head. I can't chase you
out of my heart. Maybe it's better to stay apart.
Keep the distance so we don't kill the spark.

Baby, I tried to let you go but you keep on coming
back for more.

I can't get you out of my head. I can't chase you
out of my heart. Maybe it's better to stay apart.
Keep the distance so we don't kill the spark.

Maybe it's better to never meet. For you to never
see me..

LISTEN TO CAN'T GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD HERE!!!

Sunday 8 September 2013

Gimme The Beat

Hey ya'll ladies! Have you ever been in love?
Like really in love. When you can't think about
nothing but him and this feeling inside of you
makes you go crazy. I know what that's like.
Let me tell you about it..

Boy, you don't know what you do to me.
Let me tell you baby how you make me feel.
Got me feeling wild,sexy and so out of control.
And when you touch me baby, I get a feeling like oh yeah.

You don't have to do nothing, just come let's get it poppin'.
Baby I am yours. Let me give you something no one else can give.
I will rock with you all night long.

Just give it to me. Pour your love on me baby. Come on.
Just give me the beat. Watch me, touch, don't rush me,
baby I'mma give you what you need.
Just give it to me. Pour your love on me baby. Come on.
Just give me the beat. I'll work it, pop it, won't stop it 'till
you say. By the time we finish you'll be saying again and again.

Give your love to me, give it to me (x2)

This feeling's got me going out of my mind. When you do the
things you do to me, you make me high. So don't you rush
nothing, baby take your time and stop will all that gangsta talk
and let me blow your mind.


You don't have to do nothing, just come let's get it poppin'.
Baby I am yours. Let me give you something no one else can give.
I will rock with you all night long.


Just give it to me. Pour your love on me baby. Come on.
Just give me the beat. Watch me, touch, don't rush me,
baby I'mma give you what you need.
Just give it to me. Pour your love on me baby. Come on.
Just give me the beat. I'll work it, pop it, won't stop it 'till
you say. By the time we finish you'll be saying again and again.



Give your love to me, give it to me (x2)


(Rap part)

 By the time we finish you'll be saying again and again.

 Give your love to me, give it to me (x3)

Boy you don't know what you do to me, how you make
me feel, baby can't you see.

 Give your love to me, give it to me

LISTEN TO(GIMME THE BEAT) THE FULL SONG HERE!!!

Monday 2 September 2013

Walk With Me

Nobody's kissed me like you and if I could, I'd be with you.
I never thought our dreams would shatter and be scattered,
Gone forever. But if I had one wish, I'd want you to..

Walk with me just one more time, just one more day, just
one more night. Walk with me hand in hand. I wanna see
you again.

I never thought you and me would never get a chance. But
don't you worry, your face will never fade, in my memory
you'll stay. But if I had one wish, I'd want you to...


Walk with me just one more time, just one more day, just
one more night. Walk with me hand in hand. I wanna see
you again.

Time is so unkind because it took you away. There were so
many things I never got a chance to say. But if I knew that this
would be the last time I see you, I'd never let you go.


Walk with me just one more time, just one more day, just
one more night. Walk with me hand in hand. I wanna see
you again.

I wanna walk with you one more time, just one more day, just
one more night. I wanna walk with you hand in hand. I wanna
see you again.

LISTEN TO A SNIPPET OF WALK WITH ME(FAST FORWARD TO 0:43)




Tuesday 27 August 2013

Blues For You

Saw you walking down the street yesterday
And I couldn't do nothing but stare.
You got my head spinning like a trailer wheel.
My tears are falling and I'm slowly going insane.

And I tried and tried and tried to get over you.
To not call you, but that I can't do cos I still got
the blues for you.

I don't know how long this will last but I hope it will end soon.
I still got the blues for you. I searched high and low but I
couldn't get hold of what we had when I was with you.

Spend my days hoping that you'll knock on my door and
we'll be together again like before.
You say I'm crazy for not being able to get over you.
Maybe you're right, I don't know, all I know is that I love you.

Lord knows I've tried and tried and tried to get over you.
To not think of you, but that I can't do cos I still got the blues
for you.

I don't know how long this will last but I hope it will end soon.
I still got the blues for you.

Baby, I can't live without you here, please come back to me.
You know it hurts me so bad knowing that I've tried but nothing,
I said nothing can change your mind.

Still got the blues for you, for you, for you.
Listen To A Snippet Of Blues For You!

Friday 23 August 2013

Story about abuse..


*****I dedicate this rap/song to everyone who has ever been abused in any way. I also want people to see how important it is to talk about this and to help others who have gone through this and not just stand there and except it or not do anything about it even if they know it's going on.
There is hope! It's happened to me, but I am strong and I won't give up EVER, so don't you either. I've had dark days, I know what it's like to feel like you're nothing,worthless but if you're scared of your abuser...they have you in the palm of their hands and they laugh with joy but if you say f*ck you, I'm a survivor and you prove your strength, they will be the one's scared. SO SPEAK OUT, TELL SOMEONE ABOUT YOUR PROBLEM. THE PAIN WILL EAT YOU ALIVE IF YOU KEEP IT ALL INSIDE!

My main goal with this song is to inspire everyone around the world who has been abused! I will be their voice,so I will not apologize for the language because I'm sure many of these people feel this way but are not strong enough or are scared to talk!
******

          CLICK HERE TO HEAR THE RAP SONG!!!!

Lyrics:

This one right here is for a sick motherf*cker. You know who you are. You like the fame? Well, now's the time to be proud and show your face.



You thought that I'd shut up and not stand up and say what I'm feeling, well you were wrong, cos I am here and best believe that, I will do everything in my power to get you behind bars and save the world from an animal. Look how the tables have turned, now I'm in charge, I ain't no victim no more cos those days are gone. So listen carefully cos I'mma be here for a long time. I'll make the world know who you are, you f*cked up my life.


What goes around comes around, what goes around comes back around, what goes around comes around,what goes....

What goes around,comes back around 



You had the power,the money, you're a rich motherf*ucker. You think that you are God and everyone should kneel before ya. Without your money who the f*uck do you think you are? You're a sad son of a b*tch who has gone too far. Lying in the courts,not paying child support,monitoring phones,banging on our doors. The worst is yet to come, you will be left alone, you made your bed so lay in it. You'll be on your own.

Everything you said,everything you did, you will pay for all your sins.
What goes...

Yeah. This is for every child,every boy,every girl,every man,every woman who's ever been abused in their life physically,sexually,mentally. Raise your voice. Speak out! Don't keep it inside,cos it can ruin your life,like it did mine. And for all you sick motherf*ckers out there...I hope you rot in hell and I believe that everyone will get what they deserve!

Wednesday 21 August 2013

Stay..

You're the first person that I truly loved.
You're the first person who broke my precious heart.
Baby, I don't wanna, I don't wanna compete with her.
Knowing she has you're heart still hurts.

Maybe if I loved you a little longer baby.
Maybe if I loved you a little harder, you'd still be here lovin' me.

I never wanna see you leave. I never wanna feel like this.
So just stay, so just stay, just stay with me.

You're the first person that I would've said I do to.
You're the first person I would've given a child to.
You don't know how I feel inside.
Whenever I see you, my heart beats out of time.

Maybe if I loved you a little longer baby.
Maybe if I loved you a little harder, you'd still be here lovin' me.

I never wanna see you leave. I never wanna feel like this.
So just stay, stay, stay.

Monday 19 August 2013

You Don't Understand

You don't know me,you do not own me,what do I owe you? I owe you nothing. Sick of these lies,revenge in your eyes. With your cold smile I freeze inside. Stop talking I don't wanna listen cos I've had enough and you will never understand what I need no you never will.
I've stopped trying cos I don't see why that I should waste my energy and time.You don't understand,
You don't understand.
 

It's always been 'bout you,whatever you said do,you thought that I should do but things are gonna change. I'm nobody's slave,with you my life's like a cage and if I don't break free,I'll never be free. I'm doing this for me,I don't care what you think. I'm sick and tired of you living my life for me. This has to stop. Leave me alone.
Stop bullying me emotionally,leave me alone,just let me be. Don't talk to me,I ain't interested. No I don't care and no I cant bare the pain that you put me through when I'm with you. Let me be free of you.

Just stop!

Thursday 15 August 2013

2 Minutes

You broke my heart for the last time.
Now there's no coming back, no more making me cry.
Gave you everything a woman can give and all you did
was throw it away.

I'm tired of your lies and I'm tired of you making me cry.
I'm tired of all the pain. I'm tired of you playing games.

I'm giving you 2 whole minutes to pack up and leave,
'cause I will not take a man cheating on me. I'm giving
you 2 whole minutes to disappear 'cause now I see that
you never loved me.

You can't say I didn't love you, believe me I did. I was so
damn patient but you were so selfish. You cut my heart into
pieces and played with my feelings. Still all you can say is that
I don't understand.

I'm tired of your lies and I'm tired of you making me cry.
I'm tired of all the pain. I'm tired of you playing games.

I'm giving you 2 whole minutes to pack up and leave,
'cause I will not take a man cheating on me. I'm giving
you 2 whole minutes to disappear 'cause now I see that
you never loved me.

It could've been so beautiful if you would've tried to love me,
respect me and not always fuss and fight. Instead you deceived
me, you hurt me, lied to me. What are you waiting for? Get yourself
out that door!

I'm giving you 2 whole minutes to pack up and leave,
'cause I will not take a man cheating on me. I'm giving
you 2 whole minutes to disappear 'cause now I see that
you never loved me.

Tuesday 13 August 2013

Rap Part From My Song "Believe"

I'm a young girl but I've seen most of the world and 
I can tell you it isn't the way I pictured it in my dreams
when I was a kid, hoping to do big things,anxious to know
what life has in store for me. The problem is, you wake up
to reality, fake love, cold hearts, that's all you're surrounded 
with and you still don't know where the hell you went wrong,
all you know is that you used to be strong.
It's hard to hide the tears after all these years being used,
abused and so confused. When I thought it was the end, I 
thought I had no strength, he opened up my wings and he taught
me how to fly. Now I don't question why because I see the light.
Deep inside I know my pain will subside. I have no place in this
world 'cause I'm a child of God...

Monday 12 August 2013

Say You Love Me

In your arms is where I wanna be, 
So pull me close and don't let go of me.
Your eyes are all I wanna see,
So keep looking at me and I'll promise not to blink.

I know you don't know what you want.
But I ain't mad, 'cause I know where you belong.
I want you to say it...

Say you love the way nobody else has.
Say you want me and I'll do anything.
Say you need me and I'll believe you.
Promise to love me forever.

I would wait 300 years, just to feel you here with me.
I give you my life, my heart along with my love.
It's yours, so take it all.

Why should I let go when I feel the way I do?
Why should I let go when I'm so in love with you?
When I feel that you're the one for me?
You're the one who makes my heart beat so fast that I can hardly breathe.

I love you like nobody else.
I want you, yes I do and I need you please believe me.
I promise to love forever forever and a day.

Just say you love me...

Sunday 11 August 2013

Fly

Fly, don't turn back, don't let them take your wings.
Do what you want to, what you need to.
Don't let them say you can't.
If you're scared, I'll be here for you.
Go on on, do what you want to...
Just fly into the sky, through the stars.
Feel the wind blow, the rain fall, feel the sun's warmth.
Spread your wings, don't look back and just fly, just fly.

CLICK HERE TO HEAR THE SONG!!! This was recorded when I was 16. 

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Christina