Thursday 19 November 2015

Fear..

The worst of all.
It's deadly, it's gruesome.
Fear of life, fear of death.
I have both.
It haunts me, it won't leave me alone.
Trapped, doors closed, devil's eyes wide open.
I hear it speak, it's evil, it's dark, it's the darkest shade of black.
I shake, I shiver, I cry, I'm scared, but nobody hears my voice.
I need to get out of here fast, it's after me.
All I want is peace, to be happy. Will I ever be?
Will my freedom be granted?
God have you left me? You used to listen to me. Can you hear me now?
I'm falling, I need you to catch me.
I need to rise from the dirt.
What have I done? I don't think I deserve this.
I became a warrior, but even warriors fall. Even they have a heart, they feel.
I'm not made of stone, but I wish I was unbreakable, bulletproof.
God, if you're there hear my prayer. I still believe in you God.
You have never left me, so I won't leave you ever.
Come what may..
What's meant to be shall be, nothing lasts forever.