Thursday 18 December 2014

Born To Learn

You got to lie to learn how to be honest.
You got to cheat to learn how to be faithful.
You got to fall to learn how to rise.
You got to have your heart broken to learn how to love.
You got to hate to learn how to forgive.
You got to lose everything to appreciate what you had.
You got to walk before you run, think before you speak, listen before you leave.
When you learned all you can about yourself and know who you really are,
You know everything!

Thursday 11 December 2014

Lately

Lately, I've been feeling crazy.
I don't know what it is, but you've captured me.
I can't stop thinking about you.
Maybe I don't even want to..
But..these thoughts are just killing me.
I want your lips on mine.
I want to look in your eyes.
I want to be as close as I can get to you.
I want all of you!

Haunt me and never let go.
I wonder if you know..or is it still my little secret?
Is it still buried deep within my soul never to be revealed?
Either way, my heart is open, but my lips are sealed.

Thursday 4 December 2014

Danger Ahead

I know you feel it.
I know you see it.
See the danger that lies ahead.
Knowing you'll open your heart and lose your head.

I must admit, I am scared.
Scared of falling too fast.
Opening my heart that has many scars, but 
what good is love if it doesn't burn?
I want to see the flames!
Maybe I will never learn, but for you I'd risk it all.
I would want nothing but your heart in return.

Thursday 13 November 2014

Fallen

I'm falling, like rain from heaven.
I'm falling for you.
Diving into the unpredictable, craving the unknown.
Dangerous, yet it feels like home.
Playing with fire, knowing I'll get burnt.
Giving you my heart, knowing I'll get hurt.
I don't know you, but I know your soul.
When I look in your eyes, I find my own.
I've fallen, there's no turning back.
Fallen as deep as one can.
You made me feel again.
Everything I once knew, you've proven wrong.
I've fallen for you my love, I've fallen hard..

Thursday 30 October 2014

Look At Me..

Look at me..look what I'm doing.
Here I am, feeling as crazy as ever.
Chasing something that I already found.
I want it to be real, tangible.
I wanna feel you, breathe you, touch you, kiss you.
I want you to get under my skin and never leave.

Look at me..
Here I am chasing my happiness.
The happiness I want, but I only want it with you.
Nobody else would make my heart beat like you do.

Look at me..
Here I am chasing my future, the future I planned with you.
I want you to scream, I want you to come for me and say
you don't want to see me with anybody else, but you.

Look at me..
Searching, but never finding.
Finding, but never wanting.
Wanting, but never loving.
I searched everywhere for the answer and I found you.
The answer is you.
As long as you're in my heart, I can't love someone new.
As long as I breathe your love, I can't want someone else's to be true.

Monday 15 September 2014

Kisses In The Moonlight [Spoken Word Poetry] (with video)

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"Kisses In The Moonlight"

Is this reality?
Is this really true or am I dreaming?
After all these years of not seeing you, I still can't believe
you stood in front of me with your arms open wide, with your eyes
gazing into mine.

That day was magical. Not only did I sing in the moonlight but the moon was the largest
and the brightest that night.
Some things can not be explained or understood but every moment has such significance,
such meaning.

Kissing you felt like heaven.
The passion was overflowing the same way as it did back then.
I wanted to let you know that not a day went by without me thinking of you and what
used to be. But...I have to be real.

You're just another who will never be mine.
You're with her and she waits for you.
Even though you'll watch me walk away, just know that you'll always be in my heart and there you will stay.




Friday 1 August 2014

Still Here

You're the one I can't escape.
Without your heart, mine will break.
I know I sold my soul to you.

Without your smile all I do is cry.
Without your kiss my lips run dry.
Even though you're not next to me I feel...

You're still here.
You're still here.

The darkness comes, I hear your voice.
When I lay in my bed, I feel your touch.
Even though you're not holding me I feel...

You're still here.
You're still here.

No matter where I turn, your eyes are all I see.
No matter who I'm with, your love is haunting me.
Even though you're not next to me I feel...

You're still here.
You're still here.

You're still here.
You're still here.



Friday 18 July 2014

Kisses In The Moonlight

Is this reality?
Is this really true or am I dreaming?
After all these years of not seeing you, I still can't believe
you stood in front of me with your arms open wide, with your eyes
gazing into mine. 

That day was magical. Not only did I sing in the moonlight but the moon was the largest
and the brightest that night. 
Some things can not be explained or understood but every moment has such significance,
such meaning.

Kissing you felt like heaven.
The passion was overflowing the same way as it did back then.
I wanted to let you know that not a day went by without me thinking of you and what 
used to be. But...I have to be real.

You're just another who will never be mine. 
You're with her and she waits for you.
Even though you'll watch me walk away, just know that you'll always be in my heart
and there you will stay.

Friday 11 July 2014

His eyes...

I've never seen anything like it.
I've never seen anything so beautiful.
I've never seen anything so pure.
His eyes...those brown eyes..
The eyes that never lie. 
Then why do his words? What does he have to hide?

Nothing.

He knows his eyes cannot hide from mine.
I see his soul every time.
It's like a mirror, the window to his heart.
Full of hidden secrets buried within them, like a work of art.

In his eyes I see what I need to see.
When his eyes meet mine, I feel what I need to feel.
Sometimes his eyes smile, sometimes they cry but no matter
what his mouth says, I know the truth.
I know how he really feels about me because 
eyes never lie...

Thursday 3 July 2014

Heartburn

Is this how it's going to be?
Will you leave me forever to bleed until these thornes 
suffocate and pierce my heart and I can't breathe no more?
Do you know what you do to me?
Do you know how your absence makes me feel?
My heart burns and you don't care.
I cry my eyes out but you're not there.
I try to reach for your hand but you keep slipping.
Slipping further and further away.
I can't take this pain.
These memories got me going insane.
The silence kills me. All I can hear is your voice
in my head, your heartbeat.
The loss of you makes me weak up to the point where 
I can't think or speak.
Guess this is my destiny..
I will always want you and you will never want me.
I will always love you but you will never love me.
My heart will always beat for you and yours will beat
for someone new...

Monday 30 June 2014

Digging into myself..

Digging deep into myself to see what I find...
all I feel is emptiness, trying to stay strong
but weakness always wins, the weakness 
of always having to stay strong.
I keep crying out that I don't belong here. 
I keep searching for the purpose of my 
existence. My heart has been tortured so
many times. I have been living a lie and I
still manage to find peace. There is a force 
deep within me, there's a voice that tells me
never to give up. If I gave up, I might as well
lay down and die.

I have only one best friend. One thing that will
never leave me no matter where or who I am
and that's music. Music is the reason I am still
here. It's the reason I haven't given up yet. I owe
everything I am to you.

Sunday 22 June 2014

Screaming heart

Once again, here I stand alone. Heartbroken, lost, never to be found.
I knew this day would come and I dreaded it all along.
All I want to do right now is scream loud at the top of my lungs.
Can you hear me? Do you hear my heart beat?
As your love fades from my heart, it feels like a thousand knives
cutting deeper and deeper inside.
They twist and they turn until I am left with no soul.
I wouldn't mind because then I won't be able to feel, to cry, to love
so hard that it burns and tears me apart and if I can't feel your love, 
then I don't want to love, there would be no use in trying because it
would never be honest, real, crazy, passionate and true like it was with
you...

Friday 13 June 2014

Forget Me Not

So many questions, the answers are hidden somewhere in the depths of my soul.
Your spirit, your heart is so close but yet, you are so far.
When will we get it right? When will the stars be aligned?
My heart will die if I won't feel your love again. Right now, I feel it's already dead.
Magic only happened when you put your hand on it and it started to beat.
Only you can revive me.

Will we ever be one? Will our time ever come? Or will we wait forever for each other?
I know I will...but God has the final say and I am in no position to question God's will.
If not now, maybe we will be together in another life unbelievably in love.
I can't say goodbye because that would hurt too much. Instead I'll say: see you later my
love. Forget me not! You will always be in my heart!

Saturday 7 June 2014

Journey to paradise..

I have to start my life over..but how?
I was never good at letting go. 
Just the thought of not seeing you, feeling you again breaks my spirit.
Sometimes I feel like life is playing tricks on me with the amount of
pain and loss I have to deal with.
 I just want to be free...

The only place I feel at peace is in nature. I just sit on a rock all day, watch the waves fold into each other, the tree is like a tent around me, the sun glistens through and the colors are so beautiful. 
I feel at ease, my problems don't exist, I become one with nature for that moment.
There is no one around me, no distraction, all I can hear are the waves. This is my perfect paradise. No pain, no tears just pure beauty and silence. The loud sound of the real world is at great distance and I feel content with just being alone. I breathe and then release everything and all that's left is forgiveness. That's what I call perfection.

I would want to teach you so bad, what life really is about. Take you on a journey. Just you and me...

Saturday 31 May 2014

Time..

Time...how I hate it. With the passing of it you become even further from me.
I wish I could go back and re-write our story, every episode, then stop the clock
and make the beautiful moments last forever..

Sunday 4 May 2014

Just a woman hopelessly in love...

If only I could show you, if only I could tell you how you make me feel inside.
The truth is: maybe I don't have to because you know. You know everything. A smile, a gesture is enough, that look in my eyes tells it all. It's so clear, even the blind would be able to see how much you mean to me and that I am so into you, so unbelievably in love with you, so head over heals that I never know where I am. All I know is where I would always want to be, where I feel peace, where my body and soul is at ease: in your arms.
My heart skips a beat, my knees go weak every time and all you did was look deep into my eyes.
Feeling your embrace, kissing your soft lips, making love to you feels like heaven. I feel so close to you, so vulnerable. Every moment with you is beautiful. Then why? Oh, Lord why? Why aren't we each other's? Why aren't you with me? Why aren't we one? Why won't you stay forever?
I guess I will never understand and will never know the answer.....

Thursday 27 March 2014

Never loved anyone(the way that I Iove you)

I don't think that I've ever been this close to you.
I never thought we'd do all of the things we do.
And I have to pinch myself each time you kiss me.
And I have to knock on wood each time you're with me.

This is a miracle, I've waited so long.
I know this is meant to be, 'cos when you're with me, 
we can't go wrong.

So just stay with me, hold me close.
What you give to me, is all I need to feel.
Take me in your arms and don't let me go.
I want you to know that I've never loved anyone
the way that I love you.

I don't think that we've ever touched each other like this.
When I look into your eyes, it tells me everything.
When we make love, I feel your heart beating next to mine.
The way you kiss me, slows down time.

This is a miracle, I've waited so long.
I know this is meant to be, 'cos when you're with me, 
we can't go wrong.

So just stay with me, hold me close.
What you give to me, is all I need to feel.
Take me in your arms and don't let me go.
I want you to know that I've never loved anyone
the way that I love you.

Saturday 1 February 2014

Lost love...

I woke from the darkness and you weren't there. I wonder: will I hear your voice again? My heart is scared and lonely because it misses the piece that only you have. It beats slower every day since you left. I wish I could show you the depths of my soul but now that you're gone, my secrets will be buried and those you will never know. It's not fair! Now I bare the weight of every unspoken word, kisses left unkissed, love that was never made, promises that were never kept and feelings that were never felt..

Sunday 19 January 2014

Daddy

I wish I could hear your voice again. I wish I could hold tight to your hand.
I wish I could see you smile one more time. I wish I could talk to you every
morning when you drink your coffee. Daddy, tell me why you left me?

You taught me to be strong. You taught me to stand tall. You loved me for who I was.
You believed in me.

Daddy, I love you. Daddy, I need you. Daddy, I miss you with every piece of my heart.
Daddy, if I had one wish, I'd wish you next to me.

I wish I could hear you laugh once more, 'cos your laughter brought me so much joy.
My whole life was ripped out my hands when you passed. I cry at night, I keep asking why,
but I hope you're happy. I know you're looking down on me.

You taught me to be strong. You taught me to stand tall. You loved me for who I was.
You believed in me.

Daddy, I love you. Daddy, I need you. Daddy, I miss you with every piece of my heart.
Daddy, if I had one wish, I'd wish you next to me.

Monday 13 January 2014

Questions Unanswered

What have you done? What did you say? Do you feel better now that things
have changed? Does it make you a better person? Does it help you earn respect?
I know it's a stressful thing to be filled with regret..
I remember when I was the person you looked up to. I remember when I was the role-model
for you. You wanted to borrow my clothes and makeup to look just like me but real beauty ain't
about what you wear, it comes from within.
How does it feel to look in the mirror? What do you see? I know you're lonely and need somebody
but you're just too proud to say sorry.
I remember when I was the person you looked up to. I remember when I was the role-model
for you. You wanted to borrow my clothes and makeup to look just like me but real beauty ain't
about what you wear, it comes from within.

Tuesday 7 January 2014

In Another Life

I never thought I would lose someone who came so close to my heart.
I never thought my dreams would fade away with never seeing your face.

I've learned to never take anything for granted.
I've learned to hold on 'til you can.

Maybe someday I'll get my dream. I'll see you for real. You'll be here with me.
Maybe in another life, in a different world, in another life.

I stay up at night, thinking and crying and wishing you'd still be here. But what hurts 
the most is knowing that none of this is possible anymore.

I've learned to live each day like it's your last and I've learned to appreciate what you have.

Maybe someday I'll get my dream. I'll see you for real. You'll be here with me.
Maybe in another life, in a different world, in another life.