Time..

Time...how I hate it. With the passing of it you become even further from me.
I wish I could go back and re-write our story, every episode, then stop the clock
and make the beautiful moments last forever..

Just a woman hopelessly in love...

If only I could show you, if only I could tell you how you make me feel inside.
The truth is: maybe I don't have to because you know. You know everything. A smile, a gesture is enough, that look in my eyes tells it all. It's so clear, even the blind would be able to see how much you mean to me and that I am so into you, so unbelievably in love with you, so head over heals that I never know where I am. All I know is where I would always want to be, where I feel peace, where my body and soul is at ease: in your arms.
My heart skips a beat, my knees go weak every time and all you did was look deep into my eyes.
Feeling your embrace, kissing your soft lips, making love to you feels like heaven. I feel so close to you, so vulnerable. Every moment with you is beautiful. Then why? Oh, Lord why? Why aren't we each other's? Why aren't you with me? Why aren't we one? Why won't you stay forever?
I guess I will never understand and will never know the answer.....

Never loved anyone(the way that I Iove you)

I don't think that I've ever been this close to you.
I never thought we'd do all of the things we do.
And I have to pinch myself each time you kiss me.
And I have to knock on wood each time you're with me.

This is a miracle, I've waited so long.
I know this is meant to be, 'cos when you're with me, 
we can't go wrong.

So just stay with me, hold me close.
What you give to me, is all I need to feel.
Take me in your arms and don't let me go.
I want you to know that I've never loved anyone
the way that I love you.

I don't think that we've ever touched each other like this.
When I look into your eyes, it tells me everything.
When we make love, I feel your heart beating next to mine.
The way you kiss me, slows down time.

This is a miracle, I've waited so long.
I know this is meant to be, 'cos when you're with me, 
we can't go wrong.

So just stay with me, hold me close.
What you give to me, is all I need to feel.
Take me in your arms and don't let me go.
I want you to know that I've never loved anyone
the way that I love you.

Lost love...

I woke from the darkness and you weren't there. I wonder: will I hear your voice again? My heart is scared and lonely because it misses the piece that only you have. It beats slower every day since you left. I wish I could show you the depths of my soul but now that you're gone, my secrets will be buried and those you will never know. It's not fair! Now I bare the weight of every unspoken word, kisses left unkissed, love that was never made, promises that were never kept and feelings that were never felt..

Daddy

I wish I could hear your voice again. I wish I could hold tight to your hand.
I wish I could see you smile one more time. I wish I could talk to you every
morning when you drink your coffee. Daddy, tell me why you left me?

You taught me to be strong. You taught me to stand tall. You loved me for who I was.
You believed in me.

Daddy, I love you. Daddy, I need you. Daddy, I miss you with every piece of my heart.
Daddy, if I had one wish, I'd wish you next to me.

I wish I could hear you laugh once more, 'cos your laughter brought me so much joy.
My whole life was ripped out my hands when you passed. I cry at night, I keep asking why,
but I hope you're happy. I know you're looking down on me.

You taught me to be strong. You taught me to stand tall. You loved me for who I was.
You believed in me.

Daddy, I love you. Daddy, I need you. Daddy, I miss you with every piece of my heart.
Daddy, if I had one wish, I'd wish you next to me.

Questions Unanswered

What have you done? What did you say? Do you feel better now that things
have changed? Does it make you a better person? Does it help you earn respect?
I know it's a stressful thing to be filled with regret..
I remember when I was the person you looked up to. I remember when I was the role-model
for you. You wanted to borrow my clothes and makeup to look just like me but real beauty ain't
about what you wear, it comes from within.
How does it feel to look in the mirror? What do you see? I know you're lonely and need somebody
but you're just too proud to say sorry.
I remember when I was the person you looked up to. I remember when I was the role-model
for you. You wanted to borrow my clothes and makeup to look just like me but real beauty ain't
about what you wear, it comes from within.

In Another Life

I never thought I would lose someone who came so close to my heart.
I never thought my dreams would fade away with never seeing your face.

I've learned to never take anything for granted.
I've learned to hold on 'til you can.

Maybe someday I'll get my dream. I'll see you for real. You'll be here with me.
Maybe in another life, in a different world, in another life.

I stay up at night, thinking and crying and wishing you'd still be here. But what hurts 
the most is knowing that none of this is possible anymore.

I've learned to live each day like it's your last and I've learned to appreciate what you have.

Maybe someday I'll get my dream. I'll see you for real. You'll be here with me.
Maybe in another life, in a different world, in another life.